Hey dude don't quit biking because bikes are expensive. You sound like you've made some nice progress, some people can't huck at all and you're clearing 2-4 footers.
Just relax and ride, only ride, don't think too much.

Learn bike repair its the greatest thing you'll do. Then you can trade skills for forks! Think about it.

Don't worry about crashing! you have health care, just don't ride in Paraguay.

Peace

its christmas soon, you can get a bike

ive been biking for a while now and i ride with some good guys, i ride to test my self and push my friends, i do it because i enjoy it, not because i want to be the best.

you should think the same way about everything in life dude.

test yourself

I know you looking for some super monster t's, but I am selling some near immaculate monster t's if your interested.
thanks